Post 94 : I Can Feel The World Coming Apart...
I can't believe what's going on...everything is ending.
I really have a hard time letting go of things. I'm very good at not vocalizing this. But well I really realized what pigs some people can be. I shouldn't have been so delusional. I can't keep this up anymore. I really have just been broken down by you for the last time. Whether or not you wish to remain innocent/ignorant of the pain you've caused me...go ahead, tell yourself whatever you need to to relieve yourself of the guilt or the blame. I still know that a lot of this is your fault. Some of it is mine, and I am ashamed of myself for believing you were a better person. It must have been all an act. Oh well.
I never want to cry over a stupid boy ever again.
I'm past all these high school dramatics, and I'm starting to think you're never going to grow up. It's over. I don't care if this works out for you or makes you happy. I just hope it will work out for ME and that it will make ME happy. Fuck you. Honestly. Fuck you.
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